The power of waves

I’ve been watching videos of tsunamis this week. I just can’t seem to stop watching them. It’s fascinating how they mostly feel like massive swelling under the surface of the sea, as the displacement of water moves from earthquakes to shorelines. There’s something really uncanny about it, rather than a big crashing 50 foot wave. I’ve been watching and watching because there’s something in me that wanted to see huge waves rising up and engulfing land dramatically, but the tsunami films aren’t doing that, they’re showing the crushing inevitability as it creeps up. There’s a phenomenon where the water on a beach actually recedes before the tsunami reaches the shore, and it goes out fast, leaving areas of rock and so on exposed where they’re usually underwater. This and other phenomenon are known as natural warnings (as opposed to human monitoring). Another is that the sea looks foamy near the shore, like its filled with bubbles – because there is so much energy been created by the earthquake. It’s this energy which fascinates me, because its effects are inevitable once it has been unleashed.

I think this is a good way of thinking , of conceptualising what humans do on the planet, as if we can produce and produce and be busy busy busy and keep releasing more and more gasses into the atmosphere without realising consequence. The principle of ignoring this I’ve noticed in many areas of life. I think its a human flaw, a heuristic. For example if we pump lots of fuel or sewage into the ocean, there’s a tendency to think that the ocean is huge so our little amount doesn’t matter, it will be dissipated, but we do this over and over again until it can’t be absorbed any more. Or that if we destroy some area of biodiversity to create sterile housing estates, the nature will somehow ‘move’ to another area and survive, but we fail to realise that we’re doing this over and over again for generations, squeezing these areas more and more into non-existence, even if the nature could somehow ‘recover’ each time, which it can’t, the cumulative effect is large scale destruction.

Spiky skill sets and octopuses

I had a sudden realisation about spiky skill sets and the reasons that autistic people have problems recognising their own remarkable skills as anything other than ordinary (to them). I had this thought while thinking about octopuses, and their ability to go through tiny gaps because their bodies are unlike most other corporeal bodies.

So with a spiky skill set you might have wonderful talents in one thing, and on the other hand, difficulties with doing other things which are expected of you. Autistic people, for example, might have longer processing time for almost everything, because that’s the way our neurology works, but its likely to be more juicy at the end of it, or we might have bigger needs for resting, looking after our minds and bodies, or have stronger reactions to sensory things which make some activities stressful. So all of this translates into things you’re not skilled at, like multi tasking, or being in noisy environments while holding a meaningful conversation, etc.

But we are only human, and this is where I want to make my point. One way that autistic people mask is that we need, we yearn for, instinctively, like everyone else, acceptance in our tribe, support from our elders, safety in our social sphere. So when an autistic person in an ordinary circumstance displays a particular skill (say a natural eye for photography), they’re unlikely to get much attention about it. They’ll get a bit of interest, but no one seems amazed at just how weird this is. However, they will be picking up on an almost constant pressure, both overt and covert, to pull themselves up on their ‘deficiencies’. ‘Pull your socks up’, ‘just try harder’, ‘be more organised’, etc etc. So what the autistic person does (if they can) is begin to pull themselves towards this middle band of normalcy, because that’s the message they’re getting all the time. Pull that outlandish skill downwards, and pull up your own actions towards the band. Ignore your needs, learn to dissociate if you need to to in order to ‘function’ within that central band. The stress and strain of the pulling upwards is exhausting, and that is called masking. But the pulling down of your skills is also a form of masking.

And now I think its a bandwidth, or a spectrum issue. That the middle bandwidth literally cannot perceive of things outwith that spectrum. Like cats’ hearing. We humans just don’t hear a lot of the sounds which they do. And, actually, with animals, humans are so arrogant that we also don’t care about that actually, and assume intelligence is only something which looks just like us – (this is a whole other subject which some people are discussing right now).

Imagine, as a way for Autistic people to flourish, we had our own kind of autistic nursery, just for us. I don’t mean in a Brave New World kind of way, removed from our families, and obviously its bad news to start separating people out into types. But all this begins in early childhood. And I know this idea would be unpopular, because it’s generally considered ‘good’ for autistic kids to be exposed to the kids in the middle, to show them how it ‘should’ be done. But, in this nursery, the spikes would be understood, relieved and encouraged, and that would be accepted as their normal mode of being, so we would learn how to reach up to and enjoy those high spikes, and live with and respect, those low spikes. We wouldn’t spend all of our precious energy pulling them up and down to fit into this middle band we’ve been told over and over again is the superior, the proper place to be – ie the ‘norm’.

Quote: Thomas Flight & J F Martel

On Thomas Flight’s YouTube channel he describes a film by Werner Herzog ‘Cave of Forgotten Dreams’ about the prehistoric cave paintings in Chauvet, France, and an essay written by J F Martel about the film….

(Martel) In the images this prehistoric people bequeath to us we get a glimpse of something like a shared humanity but also we gaze into a stranger part of ourselves, something reaching to the depths. Seeing art made 30,000 years ago there is a striking sense of familiarity. There’s something in the very activity of creating art that feels instantly recognisably human, an impulse which remains within us despite such a vast passing of time and despite how much society has changed across that span. What we find looking at this art is the mystery of who these people painting these images were and why they painted them. It’s as if we discovered signs of alien life only to realise the aliens are us, that our own existence is just as mysterious and startling as anything else in the cosmos.

(Flight) Even if cannot know what these cave paintings mean, there is a profound and moving mystery in the question of their meaning itself. These images don’t just represent the existence of something or someone but self awareness of that existence. The existence of the art in the caves is existence expressing itself for other to see and hear. What we don’t often think about is that despite how much art has changed, despite all the technological advancement and scientific knowledge we’ve acquired since these cave painters first did their work, we are still caught in this mystery today. Art for us is still mysterious and true works of art still express the mystery of life itself. According to Martel art ” demands that we feel and think the mystery of our passage through this body, on this earth, in this universe” and “bears witness to the bafflement that the mere fact of existence elicits in our brains.”

YouTube – Thomas Flight ‘Why AI ‘Art’ Feels So Wrong, quoting from ‘Reclaiming Art in the Age of Artifice: A Treatise, Critique and Call to Action’, J.F. Martel, Evolve Editions, 2015

Quote: Clare Carlisle

The path…is a generative symbol for a life. Paths symbolise transmission as well as quest. A path is a tradition, a way through the world that has been carved and cultivated by those who have gone before, sustained by repetition. We bequeath it to future generations as we walk along it. Following a path means following other people (or maybe beings of other kinds), whether we actually see them on the path ahead or whether this path exists at all only because they once made, sustained and renewed it. If we look over our shoulder, we may realise that we too are being followed. Following – a complex act that encompasses desire, imitation, discipleship, faith, devotion – gives human lives their unique shapes, while linking them together.

Transcendence for Beginners, Clare Carlisle, Fitzcarraldo Editions, London, 2025

Quote: Edouard Glissant

… we need archipelagic thinking, which is one that opens, one that conforms diversity – one that is not made to obtain unity, but rather a new kind of Relation. One that trembles – physically, geologically, mentally, spiritually – because it seeks the point, that utopian point, at which all the cultures of the world, all the imagination of the world can meet and understand each other without being dispersed or lost.

Edouard Glissant in conversation with Hans Ulrich Obrist, from an article by Eliza Levinson in 032c https://032c.com/magazine/edouard-glissant-and-hans-ulrich-obrist

Quote: Edouard Glissant

The oppressed, who are denied their identity, understand what I am saying, because they have a conception of relational identity; a capacity to move beyond identity. The oppressors, however, don’t, because they are committed to a fixed identity – identity as a single root. The thinking of tremblement is this: even when I am fighting for my identity, I consider my identity not as the only possible identity in the world.

Edouard Glissant in conversation with Hans Ulrich Obrist, in an article by Eliza Levinson for 032c https://032c.com/magazine/edouard-glissant-and-hans-ulrich-obrist

Quote: Elizabeth Fraser

I think I’m also more interested in the way words sound and what you can do if you say words in different ways than in what the words actually mean. I can’t really say which authors or books have influenced me – I can never remember names – but it’s really just certain groups of words and the way they sound.

Fraser on how she created the lyrics for Cocteau Twins songs, using words and phrases in a tumbling, flow of consciousness way, rather than coherent sentences, yes still convey meaning and feeling through the power of music to do so.

Quote: Derek Jarman

The gardener digs in another time, without past or future, beginning or end. A time that does not cleave the day with rush hours, lunch breaks, the last bus home. As you walk in the garden you pass into this time – the moment of entering can never be remembered. Around you the landscape lies transfigured.

Modern Nature, 1991

Exhibition – Digging in Another Time: Derek Jarman’s Modern Nature – Huntarian Art Gallery, University of Glasgow, 2 November 2024 – 4 May 2025. Featuring work in response to Jarman by Sarah Wood, Matthew Arthur Williams, Thomas J Walker, Luke Fowler, Andrew Black.

Quote: Tyson Yunkaporta

These pages and carvings of stories aren’t talking about the way things were in the good old days, or even the remnant cultural processes that still work well for our Indigenous communities today. These knowledges are present, but they inform the lens for our inquiry into the state of the world. They don’t provide exotic content to be consumed by readers looking for ancient wisdom. Ancient wisdom may provide examples of healthy models of governance, economies and technologies, but these can’t really help at the moment unless there is a through-line to now. These things can only help if examined alongside stories of development, growth, cybernetics, liberalism, modernism, post-modernism, post-truth and the other dominant abstractions that are shaping our reality.

Right Story, Wrong Story: Adventures in Indigenous Thinking

The Ancestor

I made this weird piece of art, in mixed media including gouache, watercolour and oil pastel, inspired by reading an essay on the Sami writer and artist Johan Turi, in a book of essays and images: Sami Art and Aesthetics. Turi was alive from late nineteenth century to the 1930s, and his enterprise was to try and explain Sami-ness for outsiders, in order, as he believed, to help the Scandinavian governments of Sweden and Norway to understand the ways of the life of the Sami peoples. He believed that it was this understanding which would lead to the government implementing laws and structures which would help the Sami to flourish on their own terms.

In the essay by Seven Aamold it is explained that Turi’s visual art has been largely considered to belong within the label of primitive art, lacking in understanding of academic concepts such as perspective and so on. In the 1980s and 1990s, however, ideas about what primitive art constituted was challenged academically as colonial in perspective. The premise of Aamold’s essay is that a much richer reading of Turi’s work can be undertaken, an understanding that his “use of multiple viewpoints, from above, as upside-down images, or in detail…Turi added his motifs in rhythmic patterns, independent of any single perspective. The result is a strong impression of movement.” Aamold considers how Turi’s work reflects the unique epistemology of the Sami way of life.

Turi describes himself:

“I am a Sami who has (…) come to understand that the Swedish government wants to help us as much as it can, but they don’t get things right regarding our lives and conditions, because no Sami can explain to them exactly how things are. And this is the reason: when a Sami becomes closed up in a room, then he does not understand much of anything, because he cannot put his nose to the wind. His thoughts don’t flow because there are walls and his mind is closed in. (…) But when a Sami is on the high mountains, then he has quite a clear mind. And if there is a meeting place on some high mountain, then a Sami could make his own affairs quite plain.

I don’t wish to romanticise, and I’m aware of Turi as a man, as a ‘hunter and a reindeer herder’, and so his concepts might not represent all Sami people, including Sami women. However, I find this idea interesting in artistic terms.

I chose his work ‘Mother and Child on a Sleigh’, a sketch he made on cardboard, which has no date. The staring face of the larger figure has been interpreted either as a mother and child of naturalistic origin, ie an illustration of Sami daily life, as the Virgin and Jesus from Christian tradition, or as an ulddat, which is a spiritual humanoid of Sami tradition. The small face, which I didn’t use in my work, might represent a child. Aamold’s preferred interpretation is of the sketch being the figures are of a mother and child from the ulddat realm. The ulddat are parallel spiritual beings, who guide human Sami but have independent lives, including children. Aamold’s interpretation of the face of the mother figure is interesting because he suggests how the face has a gaze ‘both inwardly and outwardly directed’. This interests me as in my interpretation of the figure, I decided to underpin it with a drawing I did a few years ago of the Italian writer Sylvia Federici. At the time I was researching the witch hunts in Europe, and read Fredric’s incredible book ‘Caliban and the Witch: Women, the Body and Primitive Accumulation’. It’s a look at the witch hunts from an economic/political point of view, specifically its a history of the body in the transition to capitalism. giving a “panoramic account of the often horrific violence with which the unruly human material of pre-capitalist societies was transformed into a set of predictable and controllable mechanisms.” This strikes me as having a similar ring to Turi’s multi perspective way of perceiving and experiencing the world, which he was trying hopelessly to explain to the the governments, always hoping they would just finally understand if he could just explain properly.

When I painted the piece I wasn’t thinking about all of this too deeply, I just felt moved to use the ink drawing of Federici as an underpinning for it as I worked from Turi’s possible ulddat and child or virgin and child, whichever was inspiring him. Indeed we don’t need to ask the question as it strikes me as being a universally understood symbol. I realised later that what had interested me about Turi, apart from just responding to his art work, was his belief that if he just explained correctly then the figures in authority would understand, would have a flash of understanding, would experience a paradigm shift, which would make them not only accept Sami peoples as a ‘viable’ modern people, but would be inspired to help them to thrive on their own terms. He must have been convinced of this and seen evidence of it, or been reassured that he was on to something. It reminds me of the tendency of autistic people to overexplain things from their perspective, a tendency which is often reviled and has the opposite effect of irritating and making people stop listening. it reminds me also of David Graeber’s essay ‘Dead Zones of the Imagination: on violence, bureaucracy, and interpretive labor’ an essay which is central in my work and thinking, where he describes the tendency for ‘Violence’s capacity to allow arbitrary decisions, and thus to avoid the kind of debate, clarification, and renegotiation typical of more egalitarian social relations, is obviously what allows its victims to see procedures created on the basis of violence as stupid or unreasonable. One might say, those relying on the fear of force are not obliged to engage in a lot of interpretive labour, and thus, generally speaking, do not.’

It makes me think of Federici, being on the left politically, and an academic, and the oceans of words and ideas produced in this sphere, a whole universe of thought, dedicated to the deep analysis and interpretation of history, an effort to try to bend it towards the light, while the forces of politics and economics drive us ever further towards the dark days of authoritarianism and ecological despair. It’s as if we can’t seem to describe, or get through to, the trampling forces towards violence, no matter how hard we try…..

When I first began my deep interest in the Sami people and their art, I watched a film by Maja Hagarman and Claes Gabrielson, What measures to save a people? about Herman Lundburg who was a physician and professor who headed the world’s first state racial biology institute in Uppsala, Sweden from 1922-35. He was obsessed with the threat of racial mixing between Sami, Finns and Swedes and operated a years-long experiment in measuring and recording the ‘characteristics’ of Sami families, later serving as an advisor to the Nazis. That this was happening at the same time as Turi was trying so hard to explain the Sami world view through his art and writing speaks volumes.